看: to look after, to take care of, to watch, to guard, it depends, think, to see, to look at...
推辞: to decline (an appointment, invitation etc)...
书桌: desk...
破灭: to be shattered, to be annihilated (of hope, illusions etc)...
讲述: to talk about, to narrate, to give an account...
烟花爆竹: fireworks (i.e. pyrotechnic devices, not the display they produce)...
并且: and, besides, moreover, furthermore, in addition...
惨: miserable, wretched, cruel, inhuman, disastrous, tragic, dim, gloomy...
出示: to show, to take out and show to others, to display...
宗旨: objective, aim, goal...